The Military Trend and Autumn Contemplations

The Military Trend and Autumn Contemplations
It?s actually quite convenient to patiently wait for the approach of something in order to announce your willingness to ‘change’. And when I?m saying this ? I don?t exclude myself from the
bunch of others who postpone fulfilling their dreams and instead choose to declare
them with pathos via their social media profiles or (on more rare occasions) in front of their buddies over a coffee.


Postponing ‘life’ till next October?
Waiting for New Year?s Eve to draft new and more creative Resolutions, which will vanish with the evaporation of the alcohol from your system?
The other day Andrea of RosyChicc and I went for a walk in the park. We spoke about our plans and she asked me quite a few times about my Youtube channel we’d discussed on a number of occasions before. The words were rolling out of my mouth and I felt as if another one was speaking. The pitch of my voice had completely changed! It was no longer low-pitched and now when I mull over it - it was really on the verge of hysteria. I was once again justifying my inert behaviour and irrelevant worries… And it was so freakin’ easy making excuses.
Well, for a second while speaking to A., I did feel sick to my stomach. I was all done with postponing my ?dreams? and my life in this sense.

blouse (Alternative: Frankie Oversized Shirt ), beige shorts (AEO Midi Shorts), and gold brownish accessories (Michael Kors Bag and Topshop Gallop Patent Court Shoes )- I was a walking autumn tree, really.
So rather than waiting for fall to push me towards any direction, for the first time I choose to be the autumn myself. The change. Andrea was the person who encouraged me to create ?Letters
to Antoinette?; who gave me the primary (and most important) nudge. Ironically, she’s once again the one who reminded me that the success of my dreams depends solely on me.
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